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You know what the funny part is? I just SLACK.

I don't have a problem at all really!....No I need to really mean that or my next step will just get me to where I was.

I WANT THE LIFE BACK IN MY HEART.
I should be inspired by works of other people and live by their example, and not just become a mere observant.

I WANT THE FIRE IN MY EYES BURN BRIGHTLY.
It's been a long time since I genuinely possessed this. I don't remember my eyes shone with excitement, like a child during chistmas giving. I WANT THAT BACK!

I WANT TO LEARN HOW TO LOVE AGAIN AND FEEL IT RUN THROUGH ME.
I want to be able to sustain the passion in me, the desire to want what I want.

I will make this happen no matter what. Why am I in battle when there is no war? This all just a hoax..and I made it all up in my head.