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I have been asking the wrong questions.

Just figured that out after (counting my fingers) how many years.

I figured it already...WHAT WAS I NOT DOING?

I've been given so many advises on improvement and it would slip away after a few days...
I'm going to make a list of things I haven't been doing....and maybe I can turn around the positive thought of my mistakes.

One thing's for sure....happy thoughts should stay in my head and my heart. I'm really having trouble sharing happy emotions that's why it doesn't stick to me well.

I was not enjoying life.
I was not sharing wonderful emotions.
I was not being an inspiration to myself, my work and others.....

Just a few things I'll be working on.

No more temporary stuff. No more I'm tired.
No more unnecessary excuses.