I'm On Patron

Patron? Don't know how to tag that word actually with how my mind is working now.

I found another use for my netbook...organize my files, and the first is my music files....Hahaha what a first way to start my first day of organizing. Hey, I must start somewhere I'm familiar with, it will flow as I go on, so forgive me.

I'm listening to Good Girls Gone Bad now ft. Leighton Meester. I'm falling in love with her, not in a tomboy sense, but more of my icon, idol. Yeah she's younger than me, but since I'm my process of re-inventing and reformatting myself/system I want something or someone I would like to relate to (thanks to my friend who introduced her to me).

This re-inventing is so much different now, compared my past experiences. This time it means business. Both personal and professional must go along-side each other in order for me to work in harmony with me and the people around me. I can't believe it sounds like a 3rd person, but that's how it is now. It's a more of "now-or-never" kind of thing.

So like "B", she had to go to transitions herself, like I am now. It sounds weird but I like the idea.

As for my work, still needs a lot of improving. Like today I was panicking in a wrong way, again. We had our usual talk on the phone, much better than the live one if I may say so, less the pressure. It was nice that he was still gentle with me in the explaining part, really appreciate that. After him struggling to explain the process to me I understood him, it took a while, eventually I did...Whew...(that's him saying that!)

I better make my list and do action!!!!!!

And yes, I very much understand the meaning of 'you breathe, live your product' (oh, I'm missing one word here, damn)...I called a prospect client, after our discussion. And What do you know it looks like that was a 90% go!!!! The key? I took his advise of living my product! I did gooverboard, and got carried away because I was really interested with what they offer, thinking I was my product and my market, and it worked...Now I have to work on controlling myself and thinking more of the business side of it rather than the personal aspect....Still, I'm proud of myself.....More to go, I can do this!!!!

Now, on my personal note....I think I still have it! The things people tell me lately have been really nice. I still get my 'proposals', which means I'm still in the market...woohoo...Enough of that and that's it on that...hahaha

By the way this entry's title was from the song Patron Tequila-by paradiso girls, which I have been looking for and finally found just yesterday.

So much for now, better get to bed and better wake up early this time....g'nyte