How'd I wish

Tonight I'm dreading counting the hours I go back to reality.

My brain hasn't stopped thinking since friday; I haven't been eating normally since monday evening...

Right now I'm playing oh-so-relaxed girl, but deep inside I'm not sure how to come of it, but all I know I need to fix my mess fast and soon!!!!!!!

I just hope my teacher reads my email soon. Acid is taking over me, holiday is coming up and stuff just came pilling up, due to my lack or organization and sense  of urgency. 

Now, I pray Lord hear me and help me able to fix this, hopefully with less damage, or no damage at all- if possible only.... Still hoping and praying....

The weekend I hoped never to end

Am trying to lengthen this crochet project I started a few days ago. I've been meaning to do a real project, but seems I only did a few flowers, not much at that, and am not stopping, which is good for my standard.

Another best buddy I have is the cable remote and all the channels I could enjoy...with only a few hours to spare before bye-bye again...

Later will show my other crochet attempts hehehe

Half past year

So far and I have not accomplished anything worthwhile this year...I'm just a big dissappointment to others and to me

Lost

When i'm gone i know i won't be missed, or be noticed that i'm gone.

Just realized that My friends are just few, some are those because of sort of a forced habit, some are aquantances, but those real ones...maybe one or two.

But now Either I'm too proud to ask or to scared to approach, I'm left by myself.

I'm just Lost and Drowning. I'm not worth It. I will not be noticed and no one will care. I'm just a nobody to everybody, an arrogant selfish creature, who can't do good.

The Chick Lit

I dropped by the bookstore one time, and noticed the Chick Lit sign over these romantic/comedy/adult books. It may have been that I haven't been paying attention that there exist such category. It may have there for a while, not sure.

But these books below are product of tedious research from book sales, costing a mere price compared to the new releases. Of course I'd like to have the original copies but there are alternatives :).

I have downloaded lots of ebooks (still some are hard to find, unless you pay of course), but the gadgets are not allowed in the office, so conventional books are still the perfect choice. I'd visit the nearest book sale store or bookstore sale, and find one interesting book, that has this fun graphical cover. I prefer it because for sure the stories are more fun, and I would not look scandalous carrying it in the office.

So one book let to another....then another....and another...

Now even my officemates are borrowing...and maybe soon I could build a library of my own hehehe

Most Recent....3 Day Military Diet

Hi....Again...

There's so much to share...and since it has been long overdue let's start with the most recent one...The Diet

 Day 1: Lunch (Tuna, 1 Whole Wheat bread, Green Tea) 

Day 1: Dinner (Tuna, Tomato, Pear, Banana, Vanilla Ice Cream)  

 Day 2: Dinner (Luncheon Meat, Carrot, Greens, Banana, Vanilla Ice Cream)  

Day 3: Dinner (Tuna, Tomato, Banana, Vanilla Ice Cream)   

Day 3: Breakfast (Egg, Papaya, Crackers)  

Just samples of what I had for 3 consecutive days. It suppose to lose me 10 lbs. (though that would vary, due to my own body composition). I was not suppose to snack in between, or eat anything other than what the list says...But due to the unbearable headache and dizziness plus a friday night out, I had no choice but to cheat a bit).

I did almost gave up, but learned to control and extend my energy. Though I think next time I do this I will make sure I wasn't busy, because for sure I will not function.

So since today was the 4th day I thought I'd reward myself for a nice dinner....

Wasn't sure about the DQ, it supposed to be just vanilla ice cream with garnish hahaha...the calories, gosh...took me a long time to finish it. It melted so I drank the rest of it (hahaha)

Quick Overview

2 separate stays @ Raffles
1 amazing roadtrip to Baguio
1 long weekend @ Tagaytay...resulting to a failed alternator..change of shocks & new car radio
A 3-time Yoga Class
Visit to the OB
MRI scan for my knee
an Overdue Braces adjustment
A 3-Day Military Diet
....and current indulgence with The Piano Guys
....plus numerous chickflick-paperbacks

The Future Me

I have been making myself suffer by thinking I could have a Victoria's Secret model's body...

Hahaha...what an illusion!!!

So I have resolved it already... I will make my goal within my reach.... I'd be just a Marilyn Monroe type...

Journal search

It's the 3rd day of Jan...got back to work, and was in time...thats good 🎉

Now...with the preparation for this busy month I'm in the search for the perfect year's business journal... Never thought it with this challenging to have the perfect one haha...by tomorrow I would know when and what kind would suit me best

This would be exciting 💋

A Hopeful New Year

A promise....

I am to keep my promises !!!!

Hoping for the Best this 2013!!!! For me & for everyone!!!