Mantra: I will not be afraid to go where the universe leads me.

This was my horoscope said about today.

I'd be little scattered - check ; plenty of annoying distractions - check ; moody & unfocused - check ; conflicts etc... check & a lot of check!!!!

This day sucks!... All money concerning surprises...leading to dissecting my whole of me...again. But regardless of how I feel about it, he's right.

I was suppose to go to the gym, hoping to just get it all out this frustration there, but instead I'm here at home. Even lost appetite, I just had to finish the food so I don't to throw it out. Just thirsty.

It feels I just want to sleep on this. After that call with the customer service I felt all lumpy. I've been saving for something important that I'm taking care of but now I'll be short...again. Geez this is never-ending...This has to stop NOW!!! or I can't take it anymore.

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