Forward....and Back

Im at our house. Somehow I couldn't it my home anymore

Why I'm here? Got evicted! Packed my stuff in less than 3hours, oh my, I had a lot of junk!!

I want to go back there, I was offered a deal, but maybe I'll let it simmer for a while... I don't know yet...

Night.... Out

Friday night...out but boring being alone... Will just finish this dinner then get out here, thanks for the wifi though.

A lot happened and today was the only day I'm sort of free and I'm spending it by myself

High tech gadget for an old school girl

My sister just arrived from Canada,after years of working, finally got her 1 month vacation.... And got my itouch too...weeeeeee . Now I have to practice typing qwerty in a touch screen, hahaha

Unexpected_part 1

Guess what? (What?)....

I'm chatting with a priest from Greenbelt...who's in Italy now!!!!!

Turns out it was mistaken identity....But still it was all good, now I have a new friend......

Dream Vaca...Europe

Was watching "Passport to Europe" @ Lifestyle Channel...it reminded me of my friend's sister's invitation to visit Europe... Lucky him he's got a sister who lives there...lucky me if he goes there I could go too...That is if I have the fare. Watching that show made me want to go there!!! .... My dream is to experience Europe and a lot of places, with my dearest bestfriend, have ample time to visit great places and money to buy stuff there and in other places.

I want to go to Europe...I want to travel with my friend and have the funnest time...I wish we could do this soon...

Another...year

The countdown begins in 66 minutes...What will happen? I don't know....Am I excited? Don't know either...Nevertheless.... Happy Birthday To Me!!!!

Mantra: I will not be afraid to go where the universe leads me.

This was my horoscope said about today.

I'd be little scattered - check ; plenty of annoying distractions - check ; moody & unfocused - check ; conflicts etc... check & a lot of check!!!!

This day sucks!... All money concerning surprises...leading to dissecting my whole of me...again. But regardless of how I feel about it, he's right.

I was suppose to go to the gym, hoping to just get it all out this frustration there, but instead I'm here at home. Even lost appetite, I just had to finish the food so I don't to throw it out. Just thirsty.

It feels I just want to sleep on this. After that call with the customer service I felt all lumpy. I've been saving for something important that I'm taking care of but now I'll be short...again. Geez this is never-ending...This has to stop NOW!!! or I can't take it anymore.

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Session in Class

It's my 3rd consecutive day at the gym!!!

Yes...finally I got enrolled @ Gold's. WoooHoooo!!! I should have done this a long time ago...but then still glad I'm enrolled now. I tried it last Sunday, hoping to be able to start early. It was kinda weird, I have been in a gym before, and now it felt like the 1st time I set my foot on one. Of course, this one's far more better than the one I used to go to.

It felt intimidating, especially I don't any gym buddy there, and this is the chance to look around, accdg to my dear friend.

So on Sunday, I mistakenly started all exercises for the legs, coz the equipments I can use and easy, like treadmill, step master, bicycle..etc....I ended up having sore thighs down to my feet...What a nice 1st day....hahaha

I don't know if I still have strength to attend the early class for Monday, but I was sooo restless when I slept, my head thinking whether to attend gym class or not...What a paranoid I was!!! hahaha...So I lather myself with mentholated medicated oil Sunday evening (by the way I slept around 9pm-hahaha). Luckily the soreness was gone the next early morning (by the way I woke up @ 5:30am)...

And I decided to try the class, hoping that it was bellydancing, like the guy who told me what Tapless Step was....I took the other entrance, near Haggen Daz...to my surprise the main floor was full of people...I felt kinda embarassed to even stay and try the equipments there so I went straight up the 3rd floor.....And now the class.....the one I thought was belly dancing.

It wasn't...hahaha...it was a step class instead. I tried joining in, a bit following the routine, but avoided the stepping on to the step for much harder dance, so I just mimic them as if I'm dancing hahaha....It didn't stop there, there was a 2nd class which was Gold's mix...and my that really worked me out, esp. the areas that really turned sooo heavy. I'm officially obese, I can't carry myself anymore. All in all I still survived that event.

Today though was unexpected. I'm suppose to be resting my muscles (& fat) today, but since friendship won't be going to the office I decided to try the class @ Intercon for Zumba. I did not anymore use the treadmill or warmed up a bit before or after the class....Super worked out!!! Finally I was sweating!!! The studio was so small that if I extend one hand I'd end up holding hands with the next person..hahaha..That class was fun, embarassing too coz there were other people outside who were watching us, like we were fish in an aquarium. But the class was fun...So next time I'd go there for the next class.

Nytie nyte

In the Heat

My eyes are burning now. It's tired but can't remember why. All I know is I fell asleep in the bus going back to my other office.

Yes...Summer's really here, and fast. Summer and I were not that 'close', all I can remember is that it's the only time we're not in school, but not so much to enjoy frolicking through the whole summer. Anyway, going back to why Summer's getting here fast, during lunch I was on my way to my other office. I know traffic will be bad because the road is getting fixed. But what we saw (me & most commuters) was something we all did not expect. Bumper-to-bumper traffic under the heat of the scorching sun. The aircondition can't hold the heat inside the bus. I think we were in traffic for at least 2-hours for a 30-minute ride during normal days. I had no choice but to walk the few meters away from the building.

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What's interesting (before that traffic came into picture) was an FGD I attended with a japanese business woman, who wanted to set up a company here. First time to meet a japanese, and talking with her was enlightening. It was a short time to know her but you know that she has the work ethics, or ethics in general, to follow. She seems sincere, but of course that's for us to find out. Hikedo just came here to do the interview, and will be leaving tomorrow. Talk about research!. I'd like to help her out, before she even starts her business, maybe I'd email her. She seems nice too.

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Last night I went to Greenbelt to meet up with 'friendship' for dinner, unusual...hhmmmm. They were @ Havana, the only smoking place there, unfortunately, filled with foreigners and "girls". It was crazy there, but in a way I enjoyed that time coz I was observing the girls @ work at a much closer distance. It was weird, but glad I got that chance.

Well, my eyes are really burning now. Wish I could wake up early and get to work early....And it's HOT here....nytie nyte

Suddenly I'm in my Kikay mode. Made my hands green too. Hope it will last for at least 3 days... (oh darn I have to wash clothes tomorrow, goodluck).

Downstairs @ the guard the radio's playing these mushy songs....It' s kinda getting through me. Actually since yesterday I was kind of emotionally sensitive, maybe because I was out the whole day, seeing people have fun altogether, with family or friends or just having a date, while me...by myself.

It was a tiring day...not as fulfilling. I was to buy something from the gc I got, but instead it ended up being for groceries, because the make-up I want is not sold there, only high-end brands...

Well at least I was able to attend church.

I'm having my very first Chips Ahoy! for how many years!!! Maybe I'm just to stingy to buy stuff I would enjoy. Beside there are cheaper alternatives. Gosh this is heaven! If only I have cold milk now...hahahaha (now for my 2nd...3rd...yum yum)

Going back to my green nails....Hihihi...

I managed to paint my hands green (just the nails). Never that I normally do this because the polish chips off too soon, and I don't want the look of chipping nails. But what the hey!!! If it comes off then put on some back on. (Just like now I saw a scratch...but I'll live through it).

The Evening's Culprit

Woke up at 4am and the day was pretty much spent outside until 7pm. It was a crazy day! Calls were a lot and I have to drop off papers before my 3pm appointment.

It was soooo hot outside. Summer's just screaming "I'm coming", not happy about that. Glad to have Peaches though.

We both have separate fgd's to attend to and met up afterwards inside the mall. I was so cleverly stupid to order this brewed coffee from Dunkin hoping it's just a harmless cup of coffee. This one's quite taller than the usual. Slowly gulped it, that I burned my tongue because it was too hot.

We left for home a minutes after resting, separately. I still have a half-cup coffee and took it home. I was kinda surprised that I was active than my usual. And since I don't have anything to eat I drank the rest of the coffee.

Came 12mn I still could not sleep....1am, still can't sleep. I had to force myself to go to bed, but it didn't stop there. This seemed harmless brewed coffee didn't make me sleep. I was soooo restless, all the stuff I was worrying that day were in a carousel in my head.

And that's why now I'm like a zombie....all because of that darn coffee....(eyes half-open)zzzzzzzz

I'm Green

(not my actual hand, but the color is quite near to what I'm wearing hihi)

I finally left comfort zone of the "bitch-red" nail polish.

I just turned Green!

After an afternoon of 'talk' I thought I needed a breather, plus I had to run to the bank anyway. Felt frustrated and I just want to buy something, and to feel good. So instead of looking for a nice dress, I ended up making a turn at the nail salon....I know that's not cheap but it's been weeks since my delicate feet had a nice treat.

It's nice to be out of your comfort zone once in a while...until you become daring and confident. I guess it did help me a bit.

(actually I have many more stuff to tell...promise very soon)

Nytie nyte

Just when things are starting to get busy

I'm sick...darn..

For more than 10 years my asthma was good to me, it never visited me, up until this time. Missed work at cvg, but doesn't mean my other work will be at rest too. Doctor ordered me to rest for 3 days...meaning I'll be back next week... For the meantime my office will be getting my full attention, plus my assignments...oh well....

A Year-Ender on First Day of the Year

2011

It's Over now. Time to start the new year. I promise to visit my blog every week, if not everyday. I know that this would be very important in the future for sure (actually my friend reminded me that one time).

There were a lot of things that happened in 2011. Some unfinished business were finally accomplished (although there's still more to do).

A New Year

A Very Happy & Blessed New Year!!!!

Good Times Ahead!!!