No Choice

My Lola was brought to the hospital this morning, due to fever and other stuff. It was kinda worrying since she's so old already, but thank goodness she's now okay.

I called dad to get more info about lola. And then I had to ask about mommy. The doctor still advises her to have the andiogram procedure, which will cost a lot. What surprising...well not really, was that my dad really took himself out of the responsibilities of raising money. The only thing he said that it would only happen if he wins the lotto. Wow! what an inspiration!!!

I'm worried for their health, but I feel sadness at the same time they just wanted to throw all the responsibilities at us. Maybe they should have taught us that when we we're small so we could have prepared for it early on.

I wish I could bring back a few years of my younger days so I could have saved up more. Or maybe have gone abroad if that was their plan all along, to make us work our butts off.

This just makes me...grrrr