I found sanctuary in my temp office, lesser electricity, more productivity. But there's one more thing why I chose to stay there most of the time.
Remember I said I was dealing with my own stuff? Well I'm not alone on that. I guess the lesson learned here is that "I really don't a problem at all!!!"
I learned to be more patient with myself, and if there's a problem I deal it with a more clear head. I stay out as much as I can coz sometimes I can't stand the energy revolving around. I was told numerous time that all I need to do is this or that, but sometimes the people who give you advice can't use it themselves.
I have been stressed in dealing with my workers lately (at least just one worker), then I go home and try making good conversation, only to end up listening to tons of rant (much worse than mine). I understand that the situation that person is in is very hard, even I would feel the same way. But ranting even the littlest thing on tv, or a personality or the size of the food sold at fast food makes her irritate....that's a different story. I would always hear heavy breaths numerous times, or her banging toilet seat, etc. Every where she looks she looks at it in a bad mood.
Maybe I should just listen and just be a friend, and not contribute or ask question that might irritate her or remind past situations?... Okay maybe I'll just do that.
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