Sunday, June 13, 2010

Feeling on my own

I just had a discussion with a friend.

It started as like a fun conversation, but then I blurted out about what happened yesterday the mood changed and he ended up putting the phone down.

Now, I'm blaming myself that I even got myself into the mess I was the other day. I thought sympathy will be given to me, only it lasted a day...not even 1 whole day. It's like I'm alone now. I know people sent their messages and all but somehow I feel alone.

I wanted people to comfort me but that's not what their getting from me, instead they're getting a stiff, strong person who can take care of herself.

What do I have to do?.GOD did what He can to protect me. Now, I'm left to deal with my trauma, and the fact that I'm in denial that I'm scared.

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