I just had a discussion with a friend.
It started as like a fun conversation, but then I blurted out about what happened yesterday the mood changed and he ended up putting the phone down.
Now, I'm blaming myself that I even got myself into the mess I was the other day. I thought sympathy will be given to me, only it lasted a day...not even 1 whole day. It's like I'm alone now. I know people sent their messages and all but somehow I feel alone.
I wanted people to comfort me but that's not what their getting from me, instead they're getting a stiff, strong person who can take care of herself.
What do I have to do?.GOD did what He can to protect me. Now, I'm left to deal with my trauma, and the fact that I'm in denial that I'm scared.
Sunday, June 13, 2010
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