New Year! New Beautiful Me 🎉 12/31/15

It's that time again of the year.... That you wait soooo long for and yet with just a blink of an eye, it's here 

(Just discovered @6:16am of Jan 1, 2017 I was not able to post this ! Wooow 😵)

Wake up calls

It's 12:31am... Chinese Gen ICU... Waiting area...

Mom is sent back to the ICU after 5 years from her 1st stroke attack 😔... It happened around 4pm today when dad called to say he's bringing mom to the ER for what seem to be a stroke attack. I can't believe that just a few minutes before that dad said they were getting ready for church 😞.  I was about to leave, myself, for a get together at QC, good thing I have not left yet.

It was odd that I'm worried but wasn't feeling nervous. We just wish we'd knew what caused her attack.

The frustrating part was waiting for them. I got to the ER first because they were stuck in traffic. It was worrying because who knows how long mom can hold onto herself......finally they arrived and mom was like paralyzed on one side, her right arm is folded, and fingers into fist, she couldn't walk so she was carried to the bed. It took her a while in the ER, she still wasn't talking but her feet were responding somehow... Then they decided to admit her to the ICU to observe her first.

It all coming back again.... And this time you only pray that she recovers like the 1st time. My emotions now are at a plateau. I'm worried but no external demonstration. But one thing is for sure, I wish to still spend time with mommy and her to get well.