The coffee that never was...then came bottles of beer

Yes, the coffee that never was....that's what happened last Sunday, I got cancelled! Of courses should I ask? No way! .... I was just so depressed after that and so my work became a mess, I was mess, being disappointed for no apparent reason.

So I didn't messaged him for days, and on the 3rd day I tried. His words sounded like he didn't want to be bothered, so I got paranoid and stopped sending messages.

Now.... This is a long weekend for everyone (it was Labor Days yesterday and Manny's fight) hehe. Anyway, yesterday I was just preparing my stuff to bring home (to lessen my stuff on sat), when I got a viber from him. I was shocked!!! And excited of course. The usual hi-how are you stuff...then came the "do you have plans later "? 😍 hahaha....I didn't know if I should make pakipot or what? So I answered in my most civilized-behaved response....so it was 9pm somewhere ortigas...

I was almost on time but had no luck getting a cab, so when he got to our meeting place he suggested to just pick me up...😉 embarrassing hahaha

I was soo kilig but was trying to be cool...hahaha I don't know if it showed the whole time 😜. We had a few drinks, him -Jack Coke, me-Pale...we were done by 2am and he brought me home.

We just talked random old stuff, and from what I gathered, now he's not into looking or considering, and zero on the sexual aspect (in a respectful way) so after last night I don't know if I was too obvious that i liked him or did he liked me and enjoyed our time... Oh well it's still too early for that... But too bad for me, I already dreamt of him...wahhhh pathetic...

I hope there could become a next meet up....feeling hopeful 😍

Social life ?

I could it sleep. I think it was 5 am something when I finally stood up.

Good morning 😄 It's a Sunday and I'm hoping I could enjoy the day early before the busy week comes.

So what's up with me? Here trying to live up to a promise I made to write in my blog, which I think I have messed up from my netbook hahaha. I had a lot of stuff to tell then I ended up trying to fix my account. Good thing I had it here in my mini iPad...so here I am hahaha

I've been doing a lot of thinking again this weekend, unnecessary stuff I should not be worrying about. 

Since I've been cramped up with work I thought to finally gave in to shoao's suggestion, haha, to try the social media for new friends. I tried one and another trying to check what's up with those apps. I finally swiped one guy who just described himself as 'straight ', and the pictures were cute hahaha, and he's not young 😄....

We chatted through text, talked once, never flirted, and I accidentally invited him first for coffee later. He looked nice, has a good job, plus 1 teenage son and separated. I wasn't feeling that he could like me, I usually initiate good mornings or hi's. I already told Lauren about him, even saw the pictures. She said I should wait for him to make the move.... I know I'm 'alright' as a person, but I guess I don't feel it. 

What could be wrong with me?? I'm always told that it's how I carry myself...ok fine, I'm confident with myself, but its still not attracting the right people....tsk tsk... What could it be?

Later, I'm hoping he would remember, 9:30pm for coffee, talk about me being desperate 😞 ... Let's see what will happen, when it happens 😊