I've been called hurtful words, that were true, it made me more weak instead of strong, when I knew it was just for me to prove that I'm not.
I am doing things the wrong way. I'm doing it the way they want me to do it. Sometimes I do it, just cause I was told to, not because I wanted to do it.
I want to do it, make the same results but in my own way.
Not to be an ingrate, but I want to make it work as much as people want it to work. I wanted to be reminded of what I did, though I wish it wasn't as often as I'm reminded of it, coz it's not helping at all.
I always start from square one. Now I want to start clean, totally from scratch. This is not helping at all.
Wish I'd be understood.
