Literary idols

V.C. Andrews

Terry Goodkind

....my two new heroes...

...Because you had a bad day....

Now I know.

If you're having a very bad day NEVER TAKE IT OUT ON ANYONE!

Did that statement made it clear?

I, too, was guilty of that the other day, but in a way I had a good explanation on it coz they we're ganging up on me....with jokes. They made amends after i cried, though.

Today's incident was different, though....What I can't understand is that he had to be an a*&%sh$%#le by sending that message to me. Right now it doesn't matter whether he take out my number or not. I heard he had a unfortunate predicament because his own vacation won't push through.

He's always been like that...He'd plan his own night-out or any kind of 'lakad' when we're not available then when it doesn't go through he bashes us...

Another thing, since his vacation is cancelled he won't be able to go with ours, and that's why he's been an ass&^%$. My other friend told me the other day.

Enough about him....not a reason to ruin my night. It's going to be a long night for me since I have work till tomorrow...Goodluck..

What's hidden...will still be uncovered

Eversince I was less than 1 project it changed the way I feel and it did affect me.

I just never knew that it would linger this long. Everyone noticed it, I even felt icky about it. I've been pretty nasty, being snob at times...I was no liking it.

Then before I left from work my supervisor talked to me about this changes she noticed. I was still sounding enthusiastic on the phone but I was not being friendly with my workmates like I used to (later I found out she was having a much bigger problem than me).

I was becoming indifferent with everyone and with myself. I have to stop this.

Everyday I would be sluggish, as if I didn't know what to do, when there's so much to do.

Damn, other people have bigger-relevant problems than me, so what am I waiting for???

Tripping

One week to go.

Just this afternoon, I realized that the trip will be next week. For the 1st time I could remember I really felt the excitement rushed through my veins. I was soooo excited....

First time ever....so I'm hoping to take pictures, no matter how cheap I'd look like, I won't care...hahaha

I'll tell you all about it next time.

Tech prob

This day had it share of surprises.

One. I was late, and fashionably late at that. I was not really into working but for the sake of payday I still had to impress myself and people who may listen to me. I survived the day, though I did not extend anymore.

All communication was having a weird day. My own mobile landline was not accessible, my bill had unnecessary charges on it. Even live communication with live people had been a challenge today. most importantly my old loading has surfaced again.

Right now we are trying to built our income on small but lucrative businesses, until we get to our feet with all communications gone at the moment.

Until then, I have to prepare everything or else....Had to have more discipline this time...please...

Simplest mistake

We'll...what do you know?

It's the mid-week already...Still no phone, no internet, bills are in, funds are running out, most importantly haven't really made progress yet.

I'm ranting, aren't I?

When money is the main thing in your head things get really mixed up...just need to organize it, REALLY!!!

Lately I was taken out of a project, violation: missed out an open-ended question blank. Now the subject of missing out the smallest and simplest detail has been lingering. I haven't told my friend about it because it's been mainly my problem, and discussing it with him will just validate everything. Anyway, we already talked about it already, so no need to even let him know that.

See!? It was just the simplest thing but still no matter how you talk good, if you don't follow minor but very important rules everything falls out.

Oh well, still have other projects, who knows I'll get there again...or not...

TLC...tomato, lettuce,cheese

It's been a week, just noticed. Wow...

I owe this to myself, I better keep my stuff going on again. Not focusing too well.

Imagine I've had my own internet access but still I was not able to enter anything in here. really sorry.

Well,my week now concluded by a night at home on a friday night, on this payday weekend. i had an invitation but declined it, i haven't been feeling well since tuesday. It was nice though that people were concerned, i just needed some TLC, especially now. i love to curl up with someone, or with a dearest friend. Well, my friend did before he went home, only I think i got squeezed instead of hugged...hahaha

Another thing happened last thursday, I got an unexpected call from an old flame. It was sooo sweet. We found out that we haven't lost the feeling we had, which was nice, and we're still good friends. I don't know...it was really nice to hear from him...

Maybe that's where I got the idea of TLC. Since I've been under the weather it would be nice to have someone to take care of me for a while.

My Kropek Story

Yes. It's been a week since my last entry.

I was not being lazy, wifi connection was sooooo bad. Ever since last last weeks' storm our internet was affected. I was only using my phone, that only had 19.4 kbps, nice huh!?

Well, today I bought my own Tatoo. Not the one on the skin tatoo, the smallest modem around, had to buy it since they were having a promo.

Now's my 1st time to test it, so far it's ok.

.................................................

We went out tonight, together with my friend's nephew. After being on the road for a long time we ended up in this quaint bar of a celebrity near the tv station. We heard they have a tasty chicharon bulaklak and so we ordered. It was ok, though their prices are a bit pricey for the type of food they have. The disappointing part was our simplest order...kropek. The usual kropek, or fish crackers are cooked deep-fried in oil. This one's came from the shelves in large plastic pouch for at least 25php (they sell it for 75php). It taste doesn't blend well with beer, what a disappointment. After that we left and headed elsewhere.

Too bad, all the places were full and decided to head home. Oh well, never will we go there again.

When will it stop?

Internet is still not up, so I'm using my phone's GPRS, so goodluck to my next month's bill, haha.

I was not working, not effective. I'm not affected with storm and yet I was not doing anything. I was confronted again yesterday and I couldn't say anything to redeem myself.

I can't go on like this forever. I have a lot to do but still not organized.

My..My...Maybe I should kick myself in the head? Nah...there are a lot of ways, easy ways to make me do some action.

I can't permit myself anymore.

Help?!?

No More typhoon, please.

Saturday. A week after that unexpected, devastating storm Ondoy.

The feeling since last week have been scary, almost everyone were worried since it reported that another typhoon was on its way again.

I got home together with the rest of the normal-working people very late in the afternoon, which was not intended, since the typhoon was coming any time yesterday. I saw my friend who was one of those badly affected by the flood last week, and was glad to see she's ok...So the rest of our afternoon was spent together for some quality time, before heading home before the rain and rush hour strikes.

Then it didn't happen that way. We parted actually late in the afternoon, with the rush hour, good thing she was able to get a ride and a seat, while I, on the other hand, had a ride too but was standing all the way home in the bus with heavy bags.

Manila was lucky that rain didn't progress the whole evening, meaning a lot were able to went home, no more additional water to the floods in areas that are still flooded. Water and electricity have not been interrupted, at least everyone was able to monitor what was going on.

It said the typhoon had changed course, not hitting the metro anymore. Right now rain is still on, a bit of wind, but not the destructive one, thank GOD.